call me crazy

I'm thinking about taking a leave of absence from school starting in January. I'm about 85% sure I'm going to do this. I feel TRAPPED in my own life. I'm so sick of this place that I don't want to be here one second longer. Seriously, I had to fight off the urge to get in my car and drive to parts unknown a few hours ago. Actually, this still sounds like a good idea, if I had any friends that lived any closer than FL! What will I do with myself? I don't know.... probably something completely and absolutely insane. Travel. Join some study abroad program. Something, anything besides this freaking monotony of my life. All of a sudden "it's going to pay off in the end" doesn't seem good enough...